Christmas Eve                                                     December 24, 2007

 

O God be in my mouth as I speak for you and fill this place with your great grace that we may leave this place less of what we use to be and more of what we ought to be, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

For behold I bring you tidings of great joy, for unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior who is Christ the Lord.

 

This time of year, I find myself struggling to wear two different hats.

 

 

The first one is my professional hat as a priest and the second but more important hat is the one I wear as a father of three daughters.

 

 

In this festive Christmas season, there is always this lingering anxiety, that I am not doing enough to help my children realize the true reason for the season.

 

 

Many of you can probably relate to this problem particularly in a society that puts so much emphasis on consumption.

 

By the way, is Santa bringing you an iPhone, or Plasma TV?

I am hoping for the TV.

 

As a form of protest, I usually take my daughters out to Wal-Mart each year so they can pick out gifts for our school’s “Santa Shop”: an outreach ministry that provides gifts for needy families.

 

 

We went several weeks ago, so Wal-Mart was not too crowded, but as we made our way down the aisles, looking for various toys, my youngest child kept pointing out things that she wanted.

 

She’s about five.

 

 

I kept saying in my best calm parent voice, “No today, we are buying gifts for other people who don’t have Christmas gifts.”

 

 

The true meaning of Christmas, I told her, was learning how to give to others.

 

 

This back and forth exchange went on for about five minutes with plenty of smiling shoppers walking by my cart and shaking their heads.

 

 

Finally, after I said for about the hundredth time, Christmas is about giving to others.

 

 

My youngest threw up her hands, looked at me, with tears in her eyes, and said, “I don’t like giving to others.”

 

 

Zing.  Somehow, children always get to the root of a spiritual problem.

 

“I don’t like giving to others.”

 

Of course, to be fair from her perspective, Christmas is all about receiving gifts, well-meaning parents, grandparents, and various relatives have showered her with gifts since she first arrived on this planet.…

 

And, it is going to take a few more trips to Wal-Mart before I am successful in getting the true meaning across…

 

But her honesty did make me wonder, if we feel any different tonight as we gather here for worship, “Do we really like giving to others”.

 

 

From my conversations with some of you in the church, I know that folks can often feel burdened by the gifts that come their way.

 

 

The thank you notes that must be written, the reciprocal gifts that must be purchased, the trips to Perimeter Mall.  (Does anyone here really understand how those traffic lanes work around the mall?)  I always feel like I am taking my life into my hands.

 

Let’s face it buying gifts is a hassle and in Atlanta, it can be dangerous. 

 

All these various obligations conspire this time of year to make us feel that we too, don’t like giving to others.

 

This is not because our perspective is necessarily selfish, but because we feel that exchanging gifts have somehow obscured the true meaning of Christmas.

 

Christmas celebrates the birth of our savior, Jesus Christ and our culture has a tendency to miss this point and jump right to the party.

 

 

Yet tonight, I want to get each of you think about the impulse of giving at Christmas in another way.

 

 

I want to suggest that part of our problem when it comes to gift giving is that we are trying to compete with God’s gift to us.

 

 

Christmas celebrates the most amazing and most incredible gift that God ever gave to our world.

 

 

I love the way that John’s Gospel describes this marvelous gift, the word became flesh and dwelt among us. Simply put Christmas tells the story of incarnation.

 

 

It reminds folks that our God is a God that of abundant love and great generosity.

 

The kind of a God that is able through difficult events: unwed parents, a birth in a stable among animals and a child hunted by government authorities. God is able through difficult events to redeem our lives for God’s purpose.

 

 

One reason that we may at times struggle to be generous, to be giving, is that we feel inadequate to what we have received, as if our own gifts could never measure up.

 

Or as is more often the case, we have been so bruised by the pain of human life; we don’t feel we deserve that kind of love and that kind of acceptance.

 

But this kind of thinking missed the point of Christmas, Christmas reminds us that somehow in some mysterious way that our human love, our feeble human actions are more than adequate for God’s purpose.

 

God is able through us, through the gift of incarnation to make his good news known to a suffering world.

 

 Remember the shepherds went to Bethlehem not with gifts, but just to see the amazing sight that the angels had described.

 

Their response to this miracle was to go forth from Bethlehem shouting out the good news to the world.

 

 

Reminding folks that God loved them and in doing so, the shepherds gave the world a new kind of gift.

 

Their gift was the gift of hope.

 

Hope, that despite the uncertainties, the disappointments of human life, God’s gift this night give us a reason to rejoice, and to learn again how to give of ourselves to each other.

 

Speaking personally, I have never worried about Christmas being too commercial or being overdone.

 

 

Instead, I worry more that people would grow to ignore it or become apathetic about the celebration of Christ’s birth.

 

They will grow immune to carols, tinsels, and lights and their own human hearts will grow cold.

 

The extravagance of this season, the gift giving, the eggnog, the parties, these are things that remind us of God’s great love for us.

 

 

We shop, we sing, we feast because buried deep within us is a desire to give to others.

 

 

It is a desire that we usually manage to stifle but at Christmas, it breaks through and overcomes even the worst Scrooges in all of us.

 

 

Why do folks spend time and postage sending Christmas cards to each other?

 

 

Because we have not entirely lost the sense that we were all created for life with each other in an incarnate world.

 

 

Christmas reminds us that in giving we emulate in some small way what God has chosen to do for us through the birth of his son, Jesus.

 

 

The celebration and devotion our culture feels for Christmas is not a sign of despair but a sign of hope, a sign that the great spark God enkindled within us has not yet been extinguished.

 

 

Our response to this celebration should not be to tell people to stop giving to each other or complain about the hassle.

 

 

Instead we should invite people to find the true meaning of this night, through the birth of a tiny babe born in Bethlehem 2,000 years ago.

 

Hope and Joy are the church’s message to the world.  My friends, that is the type of gift that we can all learn how to give.

 

 

I don’t like giving to others…Humbug…

 

 

On this night….Thank God that our God did.